new posts, new blogs, only to me XD

i was going through a friend’s profile in FACEBOOK (BTW this is my profile) and i saw few blogs listed in her profile i was like, WTH let me check them out, they are so passionate about their county (yes it’s their’s not mine) i was like, haaaaaaih old times *sighs* back in the days when i used to love kuwait as much as they did i used to feel like that, i used to be as much as a fighter as they were, till some one told me “int shako?” hehehe i was like yea right! “ana shako” they dont want me to be part of them, the country doesnt want me to be part of it. my grandfather (Kuwaiti diplomatic retiree after 35 years of serving his country) keep promising me that “il hnood oo il lafo il khamma illi tjanniso mo a7san minnik” granpa! with all due respect, i dont wanna be part of them too, because what i was preaching in my data base classes is REAL now! (in my classes, i was saying without data bases, we would have a Sikh person coming to kuwaiti authority claiming he is kuwaiti and no one can proof the opposite) its happening now, thats the sick, funny, and sedated part of why i dont wanna be a kuwaiti any more (some one might say, bshhhh yea right! wala 3omrek et7alim feeeha.. i might reply with, i never did dream of it, i never wanted it ever, only mom who’s born and raised in kuwait who’s teaching her lungs out in KG since 1984, my father who’s born and raised in kuwait who’s still educating ludachris assholes in kuwait university, and my granpa -mentioned above- wanted it for me, still i never did, funny isn’t it)

i even started achannel back in IRC when it was clean with a motto “we love kuwait but we hate the poeple”, but what i still cant figure out! why the hell im still crying when ever i see clips such as the following (im gonna put links only, not embeded objects, to make it short, only if you really wanna see them you’d bother to copy and paste the URLs in your browser):

1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o5UAkDjqev8     .. first viewed on this blog
2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g84JEimNavY    .. first viewed as a related video from the previous one
3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-R7pCZwz2Q
4. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vj-IZwPmfiY
5. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DGyvWZ2VUSQ
6. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Djbhly3-ZWs
7. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=haUW6wPEabQ      .. my favorite

do i still love kuwait hmm i dont know, my dad always say “il marba thabba7″ when i was 13 i thought he was talking about “jam”, jam cant kill youthe germs made it might, when i got diabetes i was like “is that what he meant?” i still laugh at every time i remember the way i used to think, it means you cant leave where you were raised.

then i go like they gotta be GOOD KUWAITIES you know what im saying? i guess you won’t well check out these blogs, they gave me hope of kuwait might be a better place after all, young pens, stig like little pins, one day will be political pillars, insha-allah (crossing fingers and toes) four amazing blogs their heart beats kuwait in wach blog they write here is the list:

1. al gurain house .. named after the great epic resistant in grain area during the invasion last days
2. ostath 7amam .. sarcastic name describing how bad it is, with a touch of serious and black comedy
3. om9idda .. one of the old villages in kuwait, right now its just an open area but before it was populated and great writers and thinkers came from it

i never been a blogs fan, still never will, i started my blog to talk my ass off, still im doing it :) , but every time i needed a dose of kuwait’s love i just read some of those blogs (or view video number 7) each describes shitty events and lovely events from his own perspective, lovely isn’t it, my idea about blogs it should be only for girls and ladies when it comes to politics, because they dont have official dewaniyas yet XD, only some lafo and khamma ladies started their own but still the community is not accepting it (cant blame the community), but thank-allah we men have dewaniyas we can speak and laugh our ass out even in presence of “the new guy”, when it was time for far3eya for 3agad il “new guys” were replaced with Egyptians the dumb ass 3awazim thought they were half Kuwaitis XD

still i have an empty space in my heart, a big one for a country who’s willing to embrace me, I’m bedoun and I’m proud of it, if this is kuwait illi mayteen 3leeha, money ooooooh money we have money like this “doing the shuffle move of abdulhsain in bye bye london” Pride Nooooooooooo kuwait no have Pride only OIL only Money. to be honest the kuwaiti pride is dieing with whome embraced it such as the late Dr. Ahmed al rob3i RIP, assholes like fo2ad il hashim, and mother fuckers such as Dr. ahmed il baghdadi, the first one took kuwait’s pride with him down to the grave we remoursed him for few days and then what? what aout his teachings and preaches it died with him, the rest 2 they are still fucking up kuwait’s pride can’t we replace them both with one book of al rob3i, i guess impossible exists some times.

baba jaber RIP once said: “kuwait is Kuwaitis” wainik ya baba jaber tshoof 3yalik il kuwaitiyen shga3ed ysawwon yaleetik rabbaait il deera mithil ma rabbait your bio-children

/me wakes up from a bad dream   ..  im still bedoun aint I? ashwaaaaaaa

~ by El'Berk Ben Dodi on December 9, 2008.

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